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whee~ after a series of incidents which ain't gd, at e end of e day... all well ends well. *winkz*

haiz... SERIOUSLY! i can offically say "NURSING AIN'T MY CUP OF TEA"!!! honestly after working 4 abt 7 months... i juz gave up e passion, enthusiasm of working as a nurse. everyday i will drag myself 2 work, try 2 finish up my work fast n always looking 4ward 2 e end of e day. whenever things cropped up "big time" (as 4 me), i would b lyk wtf! n kept cursing n swearing inside =x n i can DEFINITELY say i'm no angel... when i'm in gd mood, i will b nice 2 pts. BUT when i had 2 rush my works or gets into bad mood, e devil inside me surfaces, which results in "hurting" some pts. I DON'T FEEL TIS IS ME MAN!!! *argh* sometimes i can feel e pts' pain, being "torturely mishandled"... tat makes me wonder wat if i was in their position 40-50 yrs dwn e rd, would i b handled e same way as them? *wth*

n i can say i'm slow in my work, which results in giving problems n hates frm some colleagues. well... my mind would always say "aiya! 1 ear in, 1 ear out lah!", but realli in my heart i felt i'm still inefficient... which realli dwns my mood badly. *haiz*

at every end of e day, if i'm going out wif dar or my friends... it realli helps me 2 4get everything unhappy at work. tat realli makes me e REAL me. Aiya! i realli can't wait 2 end e bond n go back 2 study. i don't tink i wanna continue nursing anymore. i had some advice frm my cousin, she said since study nursing, don't waste those yrs of studying it n study something else. tinking throughly abt wat she said, she does make a pt. BUT nw things has seem 2 change.

haiz... there has been times when i feel insecure becoz of some1 close n a close friend, it ain't any1's fault. but tat's me... i'm those type of person who tinks alot, which if it becomes worse, it might lead 2 depression. i wanna trust them, i realli do... but there r some things which juz makes me wonders. =(


hmmm... bad things aside 4 e time being, eyes r filled wif tears liao.


met dar early in e morning after a f* day at work... Anyway went b/f wif his mum n sis. noon me went swimming wif his sis n bro n my sis. when we were abt 2 head 4 e pool, it rained heavily, but tat didn't stopped us frm jumping into e pool n hav a splash! didn't realli exercise as wat i told him =P but realli we had fun playing in e middle n baby pool. *grinz*

walked round tp, bought some snacks b4 heading 2 orchard 2 find dar. while he had 2 work, we went ahead 2 hav dinner at sakae sushi at wheelock place. it was quite a long queue, but we didn't had 2 wait long 4 our turn. ordered a no. of dishes n had fun eating n playing wif e guys. =D
after a fulfilling dinner, we headed back 2 his workplace 4 awhile n proceed 2 hm after tat.
wat a tiring but enjoyable half-day it was... =)

tml shall b part 2 of e outing! can't wait~