11/09/07when i came 2 knw tat he will b enlisted on tis date, i kept tinking it's realli nt a gd day sia.n it definitely wasn't a gd day indeed in e early morning, me woke up late... rushed out 2 get a cab, fcukin' tk so long 4 1 2 arrive... supposed 2 wake m&m up, but he was already ready n waitin' 4 me 2 arrive. finally gt a cab, saved frm dialin' = extra charge. freak!!! so damn bad luck lah, almost every traffic light tat e cab approached, it would turn red!!! e sky gt darken, tinkin' 2 myself *bad sign, bad sign* hate e morning traffic jams, e cars lyk tk 5 mins 2 move a step at a time *argh*, so freakin' long n it's wastin' my time... e worse didn't stop here, it started pouring heavily, nw e jams gt worse coz drivers will drive cautionly = slow speed ahead.
couldn't made it in time 2 his place, headed straight 2 e hm team academy. e rd was smoother, except a few jams here n there... finally reached at 8 (it starts at 9), cab fare was freakin' ex, but nvm... me waited lyk a kukoo, stood a place where alot of ppl will pass by *so paiseh*
finally he arrived, i headed 2 e "harmony hall", tat's wat it's called, don't ask me y. e 1st programme was 2 bring us round 2 see e bunks, canteen, toilet, entertainment rm, e shootin' building... damn~ when i saw e bunks, closet they r havin', wif e entertainment rm which they can enjoy coz gt air-con pluz some arcade games lyk daytona... i juz tink it's somehw similar lyk a student's hostel, instead of a ns place.
b4 e next programme starts at 10, his dad arrives, he bought some shirts n as i didn't hav any cash wif me, he helped me pay 4 e teddy. =) when i set my eyes on it, i love it n i'm going 2 hug it every nite 2 remind me of m&m... hee hee
there were performances lyk hw e police defend themselves wif martial arts tactics, i kept "wOoo, er..." coz when e baddies were slammed, they realli slammed hard on e floor n e sound is loud. there were jazz music by a small police band n nt 4getting e "pop" performance. i told his dad, i don't tink marcus can contain his laughter when he goes 4 pop... =P
finally all e newly enlistees made their way 2 e front of e hall, wif their backs facing us. they were going 2 say e police pledge, next came e national anthem... it's been realli realli long since i last stood up n hands by e side when e anthem was played. i felt i could fall anytime coz i kept wobbling... oOpz
it was abt 10.50, where we could hav lunch wif e guys n say a last gd bye. m&m still feeling unwell n tat makes me worry. =( we get 2 experience wat food they will b eatin' n i hav 2 say e rice n e ingredients seem difficult 2 bit especially e fish nuggets.
finally it was time 2 part, didn't tk any pics wif him coz he wasn't in e mood which is understandable, but it was e last hug n kiss tat we had till he comes out on fri (honestly fri seem long 2 me even though it's only 3 days), thought i did managed 2 endure 4 1 month w/o him b4 so should b ok, but it seem so different nw. =(
his dad offered 2 give me a ride, made my way 2 tm... thought of going straight hm at 1st, but i took a nap in e car, so still hav some stored energy left. suddenly thought of watching 'hairspray", since couldn't find any1 2 pei, so i decided 2 watch on my own... went 2 shop around while waitin' 4 it 2 start. e show was great, had some laughs n e songs r nice 2... worth watchin~
after e movie ended, i headed hm. haiz... feelin' damn emo on e way hm, coz i miss him... *sobz
oh ya... met yc, boon ying, angeline, feng xia n lian ying at tm, such a coincidence... =)
gt worried when he didn't called at 9 something, msg him n he returned my call... glad he's ok =)
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.