hey!!! thankz 2 all e peers 4 all e b-day greetings! =Di can say i didn't expect 2 receive some of e greetings, 1 of them was my mum *grinz*, i tink it was e 1st time she did send me an sms greeting, n i didn't expect my gugu 2 knw hw 2 send a mms pic of a b-day cake! whoo~ gugu... u r getting more upgraded... =Pn nt 4getting some of my other friendz as well... =)oh ya! e presents!!! hongbaos, a tigger hp chain frm xy, a nurses cup frm jaya, a well-drawn b-day card frm kelly... mayb i may hav a few more =P (juz kidding)i bought myself 2 items, 1 was my "pinky", e other is a pair of havaianas flip-flops (sandal) *double grinz*shall tk a pic of everything soon~. actually e best present i anticipated 2 get is...i shall name it "promise"e "promise" was half lost due 2 a reason tat i could understand y. i was hoping 2 hav tis new "promise" more than anything else. but nw i can only wait n hav a slight of hope tat there may b a new "promise" 2 renew e vow.saw "transformers" yesterday, it's 2 thumbs up baby!!! didn't realli fancy e cartoon when i was a kid, but nw after watching tis *wow-wee* movie, i shall try 2 catch them on kids central! =)
i lyk e main actor n e most handsome-looking soldier *tink he gt act in Las Vegas e show b4 ba* n e main actress inside is damn H-O-T n pretty!!! (i wan 2 hav a body lyk hers) =P
e car i realli lyk in e movie was torned apart by e bad big guy! *arghz*
by e time e movie ended, it was 11.50... e last train was at 11.55, so xy n i took bus 80 back hm... i actually bought a small cake frm breadtalk, wif a candle n lighter... hoping tat we could celebrate at e top of vivo at 12 midnite exactly... but we didn't hav e chance 2 do so. =( we were counting dwn while making our way 2 e bus stop.
after 12 midnite pass, my emotions gt e best of me... =( 4 e past few days, i thought i was strong, firm, could hold back e tears... but on tat very morning, i became so weak, emptiness filled my heart n mind, my tears kept rolling dwn my cheeks lyk nobody's business even though e bus was filled wif ppl... =( i realised tat every1 has a prob of their own at times, i juz hope "e sky will clear off after a heavy pour of rain"...
didn't had enough sleep tis morning, 1st 2 hrs was a lecture held by e assistant director of nursing, both jaya n i couldn't realli stay awake or perhaps most of us couldn't. =P jaya wasn't well, so she left after tat. during lunch break, i was so hungry lah, kai mun said i was "hungry ghost" coz after eating a bowl of fried fish bee hoon, i was craving 4 e breakfast set! =P after every filling meal, my tummy would looked lyk i'm abt 2-3 month's old pregnant! *bleahz* after lectures resumed, had fun talking 2 kai mun abt her quiz n dozing off in e middle of lectures time n time again... *oOpz*
mood was realli low, i didn't wan 2 show tat side of me 2 my friends, but kai mun caught me tearing once... =( i was hoping n wishing some unexpected things will happen or go by my way on tis very day, but it didn't... i started tearing on e way back hm mayb due 2 sad mp3 songs, e ppl sitting opposite me muz b tinking tis nurse izzit 2 over-emotional coz mayb her pt passed away? *chow chow chow*
made my way 2 cp, bought biscuit tin n 3 in 1 milo packet 2 b kept in e tea-rm pluz i bought a b-day cake 4 myself again... =) my mum was lyk huh? where gt ppl buy b-day cake 4 themselves de? e actual fact was i thought of buying it 4 myself as my mum already spent so much money on my b-day dinner last sat, so i should nt let her spend somemore. =) * a gd daughter 4 e day*
i thought mayb juz mayb... but it didn't come true. =(
nw it's 3rd of july, bye bye my once in a yr b-day... *sobz*
oh... btw i wanna thank him 4 being there 2 cheer me up always! n i realli hav 2 thank him 4 e nice present by splashing urine on me n mummy 2day... he is none-other-than brownie-chan... but i still love him very much much! =D n he is nw running around e cage lyk road-runner... lol
anyway, i hope everything goes well tml n i hope 2 hav a healthy life... *pray*
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.