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Profile I own this site, so bow before me Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.

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feeling much better after breaking dwn wif tears rolling dwn.

don't knw izzit beocz it's a "Monday blues", me being lazy abt working 2day after a day's off or something else tat caused me 2 hav such a bad day!!! *argh*

felt so stressed-up, useless, slow... need my preceptor 2 "clean up my backside" 4 me again! i tink she doesn't realli lyk me *my instinct tells me so*, coz i always need her 2 guide me till nw, which is past 2-3 weeks already! but b4 i left, she comforted me, tat made me felt slightly better.

b4 i start work, i thought 2 myself (aiya... afternoon shift won't b as busy as morning) but i was wrong after 2day!!! haiz... i still don't hav e confidence n e skills 2 realli do my job well... being a junior is stressful. i tink i did a no. of shifting pt single-handedly n nw it leads me 2 hav a painful back. so many chartings left undone even after i was supposed 2 b off-duty by 0930, managed 2 leave e ward by 1020. i kept having e sunken face, kept apologizing 2 my preceptor n being a total idiot. i tink becoz of stress, i neglected my stomach n juz stuff myself... =(

n when i thought my day will hav a gd ending... but unfortuately no~ i fell into a deep slumber n missed my stop... -_- wat a kuku i was.

i juz hope i will b able 2 pull through tml, wif e advise frm my preceptor.

knwing my hands has these rashes n being stressed-up, i realli feel lyk quitting nursing n mayb go 4 other courses! 1 of my colleague was saying, it may scare some guys away becoz of ur rash... n i agree. =( whenever my rash is realli obvious, i had 2 hide them frm public eyes. *teared*

at e moment when i was all alone, i realli wished some1 was there waiting 4 me 2 end work, walk me hm n giving me e attention, care n concern i yearn 4... last but nt least, give me e kisses n hugs tat made me feel loved.

well~ those r only my wishes, in reality... i had 2 face my problems on my own n tell myself 2 b strong.