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Debbie 22 tis yr currently studying at NP HSN |
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*hopefully* can pass my driving n get a licence have a pet for e.g. a puppy or ginuea pig or rabbit *hopefully* am able to go overseas trips to all my aim destinations may those who i love, be blessed x[rebecca.s]x x[shermaine]x x[janice]x x[pansy]x x[cakes 4 joy]x x[cupcakeloft]x x[mel]x x[dar]x x[andy]x x[huiyi]x x[sumi]x x[su yun]x x[april]x x[denise]x x[zi xuan]x x[ryan seah]x x[marcus]x x[p25p26]x x[sharlyn]x x[brandon]x x[jiawen]x x[fabian]x x[rebecca.l]x x[zhiyang]x x[crystal]x x[myron]x
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13th july is approaching near... (thank god is nt on fri) sch starts 4 me (2nd semester) n hes going in ns 2 weeks wont b able 2 see him... (hopefully he will still call) tink i will b quite occupied wif hm n sch wise, but hoping ppl will call me out or i will do e honor... =) sky... u better come back in 1 piece k? then dont create trouble hor... hee hee... love ya... thankz 2 rebecca.l, crystal, sharlyn, zhiyang, nas, braudon, myron... thankz 2 vino, sumi, pei ning, elyma, wei wei, e new gal (whom i 4gt her name)... tat surprised wif b-day cakes (actually i somehw figured out =p) thankz 2 those who remembered n wished through sms, fb n msn... (i greatly appreciated) thankz 2 my relatives who remembered my b-day n gave me red packet (but i yet 2 receive any presents on hand =x) some of u may hav knw tat it wasnt a pleasant b-day day... i didnt went out 2 celebrate or hav a big party at all... it was juz rushing 2 e hospital after attachment (i will nt elaborate further) a simple celebration wif e id gals at gh n meeting up wif him 2 spent some time b4 12mn. these past few days been coped up at hm, helping out wif e chorus (i realli hav 2 thank my relatives n ___ friends 4 being supportive n helpful during tis period) e only quality time i did so far 4 tis weekdays was going out 4 a movie n being wif sky, *went out wif denise, zi xuan, natalie n sky 4 dinner n chitz... =) i dont knw y... but i hav been feelin tired, moodless at times... n i realised i hav gained weight~! *argh* next week gonna head back 2 sch... i tink my lifestyle will also change... (i wont b e same debbie who can go out often as last time) thankz 4 e fun-filled time span last week-ends!!! =D ladies nitez wif sumi, su yun n sumi's friend likin was fun x 3~! though tummy was already bloated, i still left some space 4 coffee club... =X went rebel, shared $100 4 2 jugs (damn exp lah) n spent e rest of e nite/day dancing on e dance floor! (ok... i will say i suck at dancing, body damn stiff, sumi said i only dance well if i knw e song) fri -sky drove over wif siwei 2 town fetch me... =D made our way 2 amk 2 meet up wif kit n dezhan, ate a late lunch. saw jiafu (couldnt remember his name) so concidence man... i can definitely say sg is small... sky sent siwei n dezhan back, picked up sumi on e way... sumi n i headed 2 little india 2 meet up wif e id gals... had indian cruisine (waiting in process 4 sumi n e rest 2 upload) =) headed 2 his place 2 nap awhile b4 heading out 4 supper wif yuling n qingxiang... met marcus, jiafu yet again (lol) at poggunal nasi lemak there. sat -sky along wif yuling n jian an waited 4 me 2 get ready n left 4 chicken rice at bugis area met up wif e rest n drove our way 2 marina barrage e view is magnificent, specticular wif e ferris wheel right in front! went 2 far east sq 2 chill wif teh tarik n checked out e museum headed 2 central 2 dine at waraku a few of us made our way 2 tobby's place, 4 guys fell asleep, e rest at e living rm playing winning eleven... it was indeed tiring, yet enjoyable n fun! sun -sky n i went kovan 4 brunch, b4 he send me hm... he came 2 pick me up in e afternoon, headed 2 iluma 4 transformers 2 e whole movie was realli breath-taking wif lotz of guns, bombs... (sky was proud of me coz i didnt cover my ears much) =) had dinner at tis shop named uncle something... total there were 4 cars n 1 bike... we made our way dwn dempsey... finally i dined at b&j at hill! =D (all pics has been locked n loaded) tml is hpb... been at bright vision hospital drc 4 2 days... 1st day - time passed real slow, had some introduction, been standing most of e time 2 do observation it was our 1st attachment, making new friends, getting 2 knw e centre n e patients, e surrounding areas (took sometime 2 locate e coffee shop nearby) i would say my legs ached, my stomach tend 2 get hungry easily (need meat, coz e hospital allows vegetation only) =X 2nd day - time did passed real fast, did observation, helping e pca awhile, learned abt e brain, learning e words n meanings frm a nursing dict, had a quick walk round e hospital n break time! walked all e way 2 e shopping centre some distance away, managed 2 drink bubble tea had fun seeing, helping n learning mj frm e ah maS... was entertained by e tv 2 had a short briefing b4 we took pics 4 memory n left e ward at a later time... i would lyk 2 thank some staff 4 being so nice, helpful n e cute uncles n aunties whos juz so adorable! =) its realli heart-breaking... Y LIFE IS SO UNFAIR? HAVENT WE SUFFER ENOUGH? Y CANT WE LEAD A SIMPLE, ENRICHING, HAPPY, HEALTHY LIFE AHEAD? tinking abt all these, juz makes me frustrated n devastated... all i can do nw is pray... pray tat my very day is a gd day 4 ___ ... been trying 2 help out wif e chorus... been ____ing... doing my best 2 cope wif ____, hm n sch... i giving myself a big break 4 e day... slept till 12 pluz... felt great after being super tired. lazy sis n i had pastamania delivery 4 lunch. (cravings satisfied) =) sorry 4 nt being able 2 meet up 4 movie n project in e day... but 2nite may e plan still b on... next week is e start of 2 weeks attachment... still crossing fingers, hoping tat it gets cancelled... sch holidays b extended? =P next thurs is my 22nd b-day... when i woke up, i thought "whoo... im going 2 reach 22, soon i will b 25, 30" (tinking abt tis, juz makes me feel age is catching up fast wif me, scared i would say...) - planz - attachment (if still hav), hospital im nt looking 4ward 2 it wif happiness... only hopefulness... m feeling sleepy n sweaty... tis is when i would lyk 2 dip in e pool n juz hav a relaxing swim... but 2nite gt _____, scared later no energy. thurs - wanted 2 swim wif sky at tpy... but its closed 4 renovation. bought my stuff, ate at "old town" b4 heading back 2 his place 4 some snooze... headed 2 cp 4 dinner wif family. fri - went popular n gt my stuff, took e circle line frm serangoon 2 bishan, changed 2 tpy n took a bus 2 orchard, gt my stuff frm mum. took cab 2 np, met up wif e rest n get started wif e project... dont knw y but i felt damn sleepy, yet hav e energy 2 *suan* braudon alot. =X (hope he wont tk 2 heart, ps) initally thought gonna meet up wif sky n his buddies 4 dinner or supper, but he's unwell... headed hm n read more t.t wife n watched sex n e city... boring eh? haha... well... e week is coming 2 an end. 1 more week 2 enjoy n bam! 2 weeks attachment... lotz of projects still at hand... i should start soon man... had a healthy evening/nite away... brought mum n sis dinner at subway... while they headed hm, me headed 2 e swimming complex... slow walk my way there, admiring e kites flying above... its a wed evening... kinda surprised 2 see lotz of ppl on greens, having fun wif their kites... swam a couple of x 100 metres... wif stops in between. (it felt realli great! i swam lyk theres no tml...) e energy lvl was building up, but eventually it died out after sometime... (in turn it motivates me 2 build up my stamina) spent abt 1 hr pluz alone, juz lets my mind wonders... though my legs were aching, but i still walked my way hm... (e breeze is juz wat i need) thankz 4 e care n support frm family n friends... im grateful... =) mon - spent most of my day at his place n kk... (its realli painful 2 see ur love ones suffer) - u r nt them, u will nt understand e pain tat they r going through. sky n i went 2 catch terminator... movie was realli action-packed, but we had our own little moment on seat. (i could laugh abt it nw, tinking abt it) tues - i didnt had e mood 2 go e nite b4... well... in e end i did but i arrived late. met e guys, gals at bedok n took a bus (which i or we thought would alight near ecp but no...) we nearly lost our way n even thought abt crossing e highway over 2 ecp at e other side. well... eventually we arrived near e food village where we met myron (who was fully geared up, kinda lyk e jap movie abt sending letters on bikes) set up a picnic n e fun began~! (pics will b up on fb) while e guys, gals rented bikes... i went 2 try on blades. thankz 2 zy who waited e slowpoke me, who was rolling slowly coz me scared of falling on e butt. he's an expert (i tink i will tk a long time 2 practice n nt b afraid 2 fall, juz 2 reach his lvl) anyway, thankz guys, gals 4 cheering me on... =) whoo~ my leg went "sour", had an exchange wif rebecca... headed 2 mac n tis woman pissed me off totally~! headed back 2 return e gears n dinner at e village. haha... e gals ordered a bigger share than e guys - stingray, kangkong i even had curry chicken wif rice... =X zy, fartbian, sharlyn n i headed over 2 rebecca's place 4 a few rounds of mj... e winners were sharlyn n fartbian, e losers were u knw who who... it was indeed great fun wif my mates, thankz 4 cheering me up zy, rebecca n i tink a few others. appreciated... =) behind those smiles... im feeling e opposite. |